I started this blog to bring back to the mind's eye all those books, poems and words that have moved my life in one way or another ever since I first picked up a book maybe some 23 years ago. Now, I realize that this blog serves another purpose - it can act as a nesting ground for first impressions of the books I continue to read. Far too often, I read a book - and then forget all about it. Recording my thoughts as I finish my book helps me to come back to it again - perhaps next time I pick up the same book again and come back with another perspective - I might smile at my own verdict then.And then again, I think I must have had A Thousand Years Of Good Prayers to enable me to savor the pleasure of reading all this while. Yiyun Li's collection of short stories is a book I picked up just two weeks ago in my rush to know more about a country I have spent 20 months in. The stories offer achingly humanistic perspectives of the harshness of China's regime. The stonewalling of words in China and the government's ability to mercilessly clamp down the slightest whimper to its reign. The 10 stories in this book are populated by "natives and exiles of post-Mao, post-Tiananmen China," as The Washington Post's reviewer put it: ordinary people who are "victims of tradition and change, of old barbarities and recent upheavals." Perhaps the most telling comment was this; one that I can so easily understand and relate to:
"Baba, if you grew up in a language that you never used to express your feelings, it would be easier to take up another language and talk more in the new language."
Li writes with sustained brilliance - no doubt, she could well be the next Hemingway. For me though - although I am no supporter of China's repressive policies - I wish there was a spark here in this book, a star somewhere that tells that not everyone in China is unhappy. Not everyone is chafing their wounds. That although the scars of the past may never heal, and the slashing swords of the present government may never cease its massacre - there is a lot of good still in China. A lot of people must have prayed a lot. I wish that Yiyun Li had shown that little spark. And I hope that her choice of a country to live in like America does not show her approval for her adopted country's own hypocritical policies.

